I adore LA

My visit was fleeting, but wonderful all the same.

How can you not love it. Everyone is always out and about, delicious mexican, wicked shopping, good parties, great music, and killer weather.

Im sold!

I am on my way to Australia.

Leaving the sunshine and summer fun, for the Aussie winter, my family and ridiculously cool friends.

Unfortunately it's not the visit i'd like to be having, but it will be great to breathe my homeland.

I'm flying Air New Zealand. Damn, they are nice. Pretty rare find in this industry.

I gotta get back to loading my ipad with some fun things to watch. Im flying this one old Holly style.

Buy this record. It's so great.

I am the music man, i come from down you way.

NEW ORLEANS!!! yes please.

I had the perfect night out.

I was keen to get out and see what it was all about. It wasn't easy to drag people along, which i thought was strange.

When i got to Bourbon street, it made sense why.

I ended up with MB and a bunch of my road buddies singing and dancing to the dual piano playing pandemonium.

It was craziness in the greatest way.

I left a married woman full of Margaritas.

Long story.

New Orleans

I am in a city i have always wanted to visit and i haven't even been outside today.

LAME.

I will have to go out and party it up for an hour after the show.

In Pensacola thinking of the old days.

I feel like i am in Australia right now.

I am somewhere on the gold coast, Surfers Paradise maybe.

I went for a little walk today to clear my head. I ended up finding a spot by some rocks. I sat for 2 hours and thought about my life, my family, my friends, the things i have, the things i left behind, the things i want.

Life is complicated. Holy eff!

As i sat there i could almost take myself back 2 years ago.

I lived in St Kilda. I'd ride my cool vintage bike to the beach and sit there till 2-3am in the morning thinking about all the same things i thought about today.

How ironic.

Dream on dreamer life gets in the way...

Why do i keep having such random dreams.

Let me tell you about last nights.

Background info:

There used to be this guy i kinda liked. I barely think of him anymore let alone speak to him.

So i arrive at home after a day of work, park my car and check the mail. (This is already weird as i am rarely home to do any of those things.)

I have a package. A big one apparently. And it says URGENT.

I get back in my car and head to the post office to collect it.

It's a FRICKEN BABY!!!!

A baby that the dude i used to like sent me! In the post!

No note, no instructions, no name, no toy nothing.

He sent me a kid and he doesn't even like me in my dream.

What does that mean?

And deep breath.

In through the mouth and out through the nose.

I was going to vent about my latest peeves till i discovered today's meditation.

'A positive attitude'

"I want to be free of negativity. Today, i will speak and act positively"

So...... I've put on a pretty dress, and my head phones and am listening to Santogold while drinking coffee. My insides are dancing.

No negativity here!

Gambling Woman.

I kick arse at this roulette thing.

Well.....

if winning $150 in 5 mins and walking away means kicking arse then i do.

I have never really been into gambling at all. I remember as a kid waiting by the table for my Dad to hurry up so we could go home already. I can't say i have fond memories.

We are doing shows at the Mohegan Sun Casino. Is pretty lame unless your into to smoking while drinking and gambling while your kid runs around eating ice cream.

Its also July 4th weekend. I don't think there will be much chilling out going on.

These days my Dad always tells me to put some $$ on his favourite number.

So i did.

About 7 times.

It never came up the entire time i played. Lucky i have my own favourite numbers.