Those who really know me (old friends, ex boyfriends, parents, siblings) know this.
Believe it or not, those new in my life might disagree.
Unfortuantly they only see me in my professional facade.
My personal life is a all over the show.
I have been home almost weeks and only yesterday did i unpack my suitcase. Granted, i work a lot and i am totally wrecked whenever i walk through my door, but really??
I have been lucky enough to have my really good friend Ineke from back home staying with me for the last 2 months (not that i have been here for longer than a week). I feel so grateful that she actually made the effort to come all this way. Because, no one ever does right. Everyone is coming to visit.............. I believe intentions are good, but no, they don't come. And thats okay. It's expensive and you have to really enjoy sitting upright for 18 hours.
I will leave her to my lonely apartment again on Wednesday.
MB Crazy Love tour begins.
A week ago, i couldn't wait.
Tour will be like a vacation after the last 5 months................
But today, i don't want to leave my cosy house and the delcious snacks in my cuboard, and all my clothes in my wardrobe and my favourite chair to sit in and read and the freedom to wake up and go to your little cafe for breakfast, and pop up the street and grab a coffee with you buddy.
Im sure once it all begins and i see everyone doing their bit to acheive the same goal it will all be a different story, but for now let me just say..................................
I might be sad to leave Raincouver and all it's boringness.